zoya will draw the line at murder. probably. or i'll draw the line for her. you're not wrong. i think she'd rather die than show weakness. it makes her rose bushes very prickly and very uncomfortable to get past. and i'm very protective of her bad habits, so i don't make it any easier. but i'm trying. i'm trying to let you into every part of me.
you haven't screwed it up. you're still protecting so many people at a great cost to yourself. and you've built yourself a wonderful life surrounded by people who truly care for you. you're good, alina. in a way that i think i can only hope to be. sometimes it scares me how far i think i'd go for what i want. there are lines that shouldn't be crossed and yet i find myself justifying them all the same.
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zoya will draw the line at murder. probably.
or i'll draw the line for her.
you're not wrong. i think she'd rather die than show weakness. it makes her rose bushes very prickly and very uncomfortable to get past.
and i'm very protective of her bad habits, so i don't make it any easier.
but i'm trying. i'm trying to let you into every part of me.
you haven't screwed it up. you're still protecting so many people at a great cost to yourself. and you've built yourself a wonderful life surrounded by people who truly care for you.
you're good, alina. in a way that i think i can only hope to be.
sometimes it scares me how far i think i'd go for what i want. there are lines that shouldn't be crossed and yet i find myself justifying them all the same.