Please. It's nothing short of embarrassing. They weren't good marriage proposals. The sort that arrives in the mail never are, and I hope to never receive any like that again.

[ the attention is flattering, in a way, only because of his expanded ego, but overall the entire prospect horrifies him. he looks at the little fox again, tracing the outline with one finger. ]

I'm sorry about last night, Alina. I was in an awful mood and I shouldn't have taken it out on you. [ his attempts to hide it with inane cheer seem absurd in the light of day. ] I feel so much better about us, but Zoya's still not really speaking to me. I don't suppose Mal has been in touch with her? Also — will he be vexed if I asked you to come stay with me instead? Since I am your loyal boyfriend and all. And I miss you, as I always do, so please take pity on me and say you'll come.