[ he thinks to argue, to deny, to explain, but all the words he tries to reach for fall short. you just don’t get it. maybe those are the only words he should be listening to right now. ]
i haven’t given you an answer because i don’t know.
[ how to fix this. what to do. all this time spent counting ceiling tiles and no answers have come to him. he can’t admit that he’s afraid, that for once he can’t see the light that guides his way. ]
but i’ll find a way.
i’m not running. i know this is foolish, but i still don’t want this conversation to end because then there won’t be anything to do but miss you. i’m realizing just now that you’re it. you’re my entire world. i’m sorry for putting that pressure onto you. i’ll be all right and so will you.
no subject
i haven’t given you an answer because i don’t know.
[ how to fix this. what to do. all this time spent counting ceiling tiles and no answers have come to him. he can’t admit that he’s afraid, that for once he can’t see the light that guides his way. ]
but i’ll find a way.
i’m not running. i know this is foolish, but i still don’t want this conversation to end because then there won’t be anything to do but miss you.
i’m realizing just now that you’re it. you’re my entire world.
i’m sorry for putting that pressure onto you.
i’ll be all right and so will you.