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☀️ ᴀʟɪɴᴀ sᴛᴀʀᴋᴏᴠ. ([personal profile] peasant) wrote in [personal profile] ravkas 2021-01-22 07:11 pm (UTC)

you've caught me. whatever will i do now that you've unveiled my nefarious plan.
was that the teenage phase that you never grew out of?
because i have a feeling you're still a rebel at heart.
you did sneak out for me.


[ it's a less confrontational reply than what immediately springs to her fingers on instinct before she reconsiders and erases it: sure you don't remember, in all of its skepticism. cornering an animal that resists entrapment has never ended well, after all, and nikolai is a slippery sort.

for now, she files it away into her folder of subjects to address at a later time, stubborn and persistent to the end.
]

i've given up control before. it's not something i mind with the right person.
i just mind that it was with the wrong person who i thought was the right person at the time.
but have i had anyone give up their control to me? once or twice.
it's not the sort of thing you do with just anyone.
does it make you feel better or worse to know that we both barely know what we're doing?

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