i'll tell you a secret. sometimes i dream about giving them up. don't apologize for your oddly specific passions. all i'm saying is that perhaps i was wrong for shutting you out before. i didn't want to add to what you were already bearing. i didn't want to upset you. i didn't want to make you think about him any more than you already have to. i didn't think about how sharing the burden might lighten the load. don't shut me out of this, alina. if we're going to be together, i want to be with all of you. even the parts you don't find beautiful.
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don't apologize for your oddly specific passions.
all i'm saying is that perhaps i was wrong for shutting you out before. i didn't want to add to what you were already bearing. i didn't want to upset you. i didn't want to make you think about him any more than you already have to.
i didn't think about how sharing the burden might lighten the load.
don't shut me out of this, alina. if we're going to be together, i want to be with all of you. even the parts you don't find beautiful.