well, you already have a family in zoya and i. but i hear you can't exactly give up grown adults for adoption. perhaps you were wrong? no wonder mal didn't say anything to your apology. i'll try. i still think i'm more trouble than i'm worth, for you. but if i'm going to try, then maybe you should consider giving me a choice in what i can and can't handle, too. i know your heart was in the right place, but it's really only made me feel like you rely on zoya more than you rely on me. or that you think the both of you are strong enough to handle it, but i'm not. i've been treated as something fragile all my life, nik. i hate it.
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perhaps you were wrong? no wonder mal didn't say anything to your apology.
i'll try. i still think i'm more trouble than i'm worth, for you.
but if i'm going to try, then maybe you should consider giving me a choice in what i can and can't handle, too.
i know your heart was in the right place, but it's really only made me feel like you rely on zoya more than you rely on me.
or that you think the both of you are strong enough to handle it, but i'm not.
i've been treated as something fragile all my life, nik. i hate it.