don't act like i don't care about zoya's wellbeing in all of this. just because i don't like her for what she's doing to mal doesn't mean i'd want any other person to get caught up in his bullshit. i'm not heartless, nikolai. do my reasons for hating your methods matter? you're going to do what you want, anyway. how i feel about it doesn't change a single thing.
even when you're with me, it doesn't feel like you're with me lately. not completely. not since all of this started. just admit that you still have other motives for going, even if i'm your primary concern.
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just because i don't like her for what she's doing to mal doesn't mean i'd want any other person to get caught up in his bullshit.
i'm not heartless, nikolai.
do my reasons for hating your methods matter? you're going to do what you want, anyway. how i feel about it doesn't change a single thing.
even when you're with me, it doesn't feel like you're with me lately. not completely.
not since all of this started.
just admit that you still have other motives for going, even if i'm your primary concern.