you don’t have to worry about me saying anything to spare your pride. you have enough of it for the both of us. it’s both incredibly frustrating and impressive.
you never have to worry that i won’t tell you the truth, either. for example, i had a brief but satisfying fantasy of tossing you into the harbor when you started feeling sorry for yourself. my new tattoo reminds me of you, and i was going to show it to you. it would have been a more romantic gesture than destroying your furniture. most of all, i kept looking for you everywhere before i realized you were gone. we’re both half-brained idiots, you know. pushing each other away because we’re afraid of losing each other, when we did just that for awhile. lost each other.
if i promise to tell you, will you promise me the same? tell me if you’re unhappy, or unsure? i’m not perfect, either. you’ll learn that soon enough.
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it’s both incredibly frustrating and impressive.
you never have to worry that i won’t tell you the truth, either.
for example, i had a brief but satisfying fantasy of tossing you into the harbor when you started feeling sorry for yourself.
my new tattoo reminds me of you, and i was going to show it to you. it would have been a more romantic gesture than destroying your furniture.
most of all, i kept looking for you everywhere before i realized you were gone.
we’re both half-brained idiots, you know. pushing each other away because we’re afraid of losing each other, when we did just that for awhile. lost each other.
if i promise to tell you, will you promise me the same? tell me if you’re unhappy, or unsure?
i’m not perfect, either. you’ll learn that soon enough.